rising gods

2010-06-23T20:06:00.001+08:00

I FEEEEEEEL LIKE DYING!~~.

WTFWTFWTF!

WHY CANT MY PARENTS LET ME GO? WTFWTF!

URGH. I'M GONNA DELETE MY BLOG SOON. I'M SERIOUS THIS TIME ROUND. HAHA. ITS USELESS TO ME ALREADY SINCE I HAVE MY TWITTER.

2010-06-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

need to finish up all homework tomorrow. it isn't possible to finish anyway. i counted & there were 96 amaths questions we have to do from TYS. wth. & there's still projects & other work. =.=

concert on thursday. bbq on thursday. both sides telling me they've already said its on that day. but i don't know anything. okay whatever. shall not go on. it'll become my fault if i continue talking.

2pm's album in cd-rama. anyone wanna buy for me? lol.=.= fat hope, i know. there're no super kind souls around me. haha. i shall save.

bye.

2010-06-02T15:46:00.002+08:00

oral yesterday. i wanted to go to ms zhang, but mr anba's seat was empty & i ended up there. LOL. but its okay, he's nice.

cca after that, nth much.

went compass w/ mummy. itouch was out-of-stock. so ended up taking mrt to tampinese.

& yeah, mummy got me an itouch! & daddy didn't scold me. All the kept saying was to study hard and prove to them good results.

i don't think its possible though. i have already studied in mid-year, but i failed 3 subjects.

okay. bye. i guess i'd better get some homework done before the itouch charges finish.

2010-05-30T18:55:00.002+08:00

ohdear, i can't wait anymore to see UKISS! ^^. gonna get my package this friday!

i have no chance to see beast anymore, i wanna see yoseob & kikwang. but nvm!.

lets see, holidays are packed.

tomorrow, service project.

1st & 2nd june, cca.

3rd june, some concert thingy?

4th june, collect package.

14- 18 , go malaysia ^^. finally.

20 - 21 , ukiss's fanmeeting & showcase.

21-25 , AEM. skipping 1st day.

so i'm left with only 2nd week to finish up all my homework aye. wow.

& my phone bounced down a flight of stairs today. wtf. that sucks!

2010-05-28T18:17:00.003+08:00

holy crap. sexayyeee!.

vietnam trip was AWESOME much!

went to many places, i love cuchi tunnel the most i guess.

had alot of fun, yup.

ptm sucks. mr tan was kinda boring, he didn't really talk much. mummy purposely asked questions just to lighten the mood up. & that suck. haha.

there's maths class tomorrow. wthell. i don't think i can catch up. but gahhh, whatever.

bye.

2010-05-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

cuteness overload!~~ ♥

i guess i didn't get any heart attack today yeah.. only got back socialstudies. i passed. but because of geog, i flunked humans like shit.

ohwell, who cares. i'm ready to get hell from my parents. my temper is gonna come back. i just talked back to my mummy because the soup overflowed from boiling & she sort of blamed me cause i switched off the other soup but not that one. like i would know the other one 's fire is big or small. i didn't switch it on.

heh.. alright. & mrs chang changed places for maths, wtf. don't like. don't like!~~~~~~~ but gahh, whatever. i guess its because i flunked amaths, badly.

i realised this year's midyear papers, whether i passed or failed i didn't feel sad or happy. i just knew that i hated everything. tomorrow getting back english & dnt i guess? if result is bad, i'm gonna skip ycs. no link i know.

shall do homework now. so dumb, after exam there's still homework.=.=

2010-05-18T20:25:00.004+08:00

results sucks to the core. seriously. so what if i studied? so what if i didn't? i still didn't do well anyway.

passed chem, but flunked physics. overall fail.

geog, just has a 1 digit mark.oh great. ss wouldn't pull my marks up also anw. lets see tmr.

emaths, passed. i've nothing to say abt this.

amaths, flunked. as expected. i couldn't do almost all the questions,

chinese, failed paper 2 & it pulled my paper1 marks down. blah.=.= at least i passed overall.

vietnam trip in a few more days. excited? not excited? idk.

i've no mood now. the moment i reached home, i got scolded like shit by my dad. he said, " you better tell your friends to stop smsing you. every minute also got sms. how to study?! if you don't buck up, i'm going to cancel your plan."

but hello, did he even see how i studied? i put my phone away from me. did he even see mesms? no. of course he don't know anything. i shut my door, BECAUSE, the television was so damn loud. i couldn't concentrate.

alright, my fault. i'll buck up. but somehow i've already given up. more marks will come tmr. i'm ready to die. i'm sure i have to go for PTM. and i'll get a hell out from my parents after that like every other PTM they went before. there was never once i could bear their scoldings at all.

whatever. bye.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY!♥

2010-05-17T20:46:00.002+08:00

addicted to YUNJAE couple & WOOKHUN couple.

alright.

today's outing was jjang.^^

sentosa, 'played' in the beach/sea whatever u call it. my face is red now. hah, but i'm sure it isn't sunburn bcuz its always like that. LOL. went vivo, ate lunch, watched IPMAN2, ^^. thumbs up! its nicer than ironman2. i cried when tt master hung? whatever his name is, died. LOL. dumb. but no one knew cuz i didn't make any sound. heh. aft tt played/slacked @ the top agn. then went for dinner @ subway. & went home after that. i can't believe i slept in the mrt while standing. so dumb.

alright, i'm not gonna let emily sleep tonight. hahahaha. or maybe i'll be the one sleeping. i'm super tired now. or maybe i'll be a nice friend/laopo & let her sleep? :P

2010-05-15T07:52:00.002+08:00

wooyoung oppa!~ get well sooon okay! ^^. he's suffering from vocal cord nodules. ): i want to hear him sing again.. actually i love his voice . lol. i can replay his solo part in without u for halfanhour. i think he's become my second or third bias out of all kpop guys alr. its either kevin or him winst the second place. haha.

of course my precious baby yunho is always in the first :D He's some sort of my ideal guy.♥

alright, 'm crazy. but who cares. i don't give a damn if u wanna say about me.

gonna repair or change specs ltr. i wanna change. lets see daddy's response then. ):

2010-05-14T17:37:00.002+08:00

MIDYEAREXAMS have officially ended, like yay. ^^

ss & dnt was dumb. i think i'm gonna fail. lucky i studied ss instead of dnt. or i'll be totally blanked out for ss also even though i didn't complete the paper.. =.=

emathspaper2 and physics, gone case also. especially physics.. ohwell.

emathspaper1 & geog was.. emaths was still okay. i couldn't do lower sec questions. LOL. i stared at the geog paper for 15 minutes before i started doing. i wrote a paragraph at first. then i put the paper aside and start on another piece of paper cuz idk what i was doing. alright, 100% fail.

chemistry paper was the easiest compared to all other papers. i couldn't do some. but, nvm.

amaths sucks shit. qn 1 & 2 was still okay for me. but when question 3 reached, i just laid on the table and did the questions. i kept messing up my hair. i lost 32 marks already. if i pass it'd be a miracle.

heh.
had fun today w/ emily, genevieve and yvonne. ^^.

watching music bank now. when 2pm appeared beside the EMCEE, i just stood in front of the tv & sat down when they performed. i'm crazy, i know. but its okay because nobody is in the livingroom with me now. ^^.

hope monday's outing would be a great one. if not i'm gonna entertain myself with my phone the whole day already.

2010-05-02T09:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGANG WOOYOUNG! 30-APRIL.

junsu is back in japan/korea already i guess?. hm, i wanna see videos of the showcase ytd. ):

still thinking whether if i should go on monday or not.. i know some people will start scolding me if i say i don't wanna go. but i'll be bored, yes. bored. boredom leads to death. ohwell, maybe not?. i guess i'll go & seehow.

ironman2 is supernice^^. watched it ytd. i keep thinking about those scenes., haha. like "i want my bird". damn dumb, i know.

alright. bye. i guess i'll be leaving this blog dead until MYE is over, or i'll private this blog & leave it for my own personal use. whatever.

bye.

-deleted quite a number of links. will delete somemore nxt time. i deleted them because the blog is removed already, yup. not because of any other reasons.

2010-04-30T19:10:00.002+08:00

oh damn.. 1 of my dongbang god is in singapore N.O.W!. haha. i think zuno looks cuter than junsu :P HAVE LOTS OF LUCKS & FUN HERE IN SINGAPORE OKAY! ^^. BUT THE WEATHER THESE FEW DAYS IS VERY HOT. YES. VERY!. SHOW CASE TMR. THEY GAVE OUT FREE TICKETS AT THE AIRPORT LIKE WTHELL! IF I KNOW I SHOULD'VE GONE YEAH?.

HAH, WHATEVER.

english paper was. hm, okay? maybe? whatever. my english sucks anw..

chinese paper 1 was rather okay. but paper 2 killed me. i was reading the passage all over and over again for the first few and realised i had not much time left for the last 2 passages, & worst of all its the writing one. lol. so i just tikam-ed. urgh. i'm gonna flunk it. & i didn't finish my last question even though i chionged the whole thing until my handwriting can't be read at all, even by me. lol.

hm, okay whatever. goodbye.

ignoring us ? hm. if that makes u happy, go ahead.

2010-04-27T21:57:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 5TH ANNIVERSARY TOHOSHINKI!

its their 5th yr in japan already. gratz my dongbangboys! ^^.

alright. shall start to MIA from nxt wk. this week i still have something to type from my itchy hands.. because..of the events happening.

kaye bye,.

2010-04-25T17:52:00.002+08:00

i guess i'm gonna leave this blog dead until i feel like blogging again.

i have twitter &facebook to entertain me now. & exams are coming, i need to stay away from distractions! hope so. :P

seeyah!

2010-04-22T20:55:00.002+08:00

hubby looks so young,cute,hot&sexy. heh. i think my legs are three times shorter than his. LOL. ): blame my genes.. both my parents are short. i'm happy enough to be taller than my mum.

tests, tests & tests. always coming together in the same week & day. =.=

MYE nxt week. let me die.

collecting headphones this sunday! yay! i got very excited when the seller told me that " your headphones are now lying @ my place now." LOL.

i want back those happy times in school. & sometimes peaceful.. i don't really feel much happiness now. idk why,maybe because i'm always telling myself that life sucks?.. & i don't emo. LOL. i just don't have any expression on my face when i'm not talking..

yunho oppa!~ i need your leadership skills & everything! ): i can't seem to plan my things well nowadays..

2010-04-20T18:49:00.004+08:00

can't wait to see them perform again! its 2 p m!

alright. school is killing me. not talking helps me concentrate a little better. i like mr sum & his "talk cock sessions" . LOL. & i hate physics. when i got back the test otoday and saw a 5 1/2.. all i told myself was i got YUNHO. i know i'm crazy. LOL. tmr common test, i'm gonna flunk.

nxt week MYE. i didn't even know until today lah. urgh. so sudden..

& i heard that jaechunsu didn't form a unit?.. they're just gonna perform in june for that idk wat thing.. i'd rather they form a new unit & then after yunho&changmin's contract in SME is over, they can join them and become DBSK again. but whatever it is, i'll accept it.

i don't like it when people ask me if dbsk disband already or something like that. if you already know it, then why ask?! but i'm okay if its about why. and how come. not that yes or no question..

only babysotong knows how i feel because she feels the same too.

collecting headphones this sunday! ^^.

2010-04-15T15:58:00.002+08:00

YUNHO. GET WELL SOON KAYE! DON'T DANCE UNTIL YOU HAVE FULLY RECOVERED. DON'T HURT YOUR KNEE CAP AGAIN.
ALRIGHT MAN=.=. NOW JAECHUNSU HAVE FORMED A NEW UNIT.

3 ISN'T TVXQ. ONLY F-I-V-E.!

TOTALLY MOODLESS NOW. ALL STUPID SME'S FAULT. MY GREATEST ENEMY EVER FROM NOW ON UNTIL DBSK BECOMES ONE AGAIN.

i think i'm gonna fail all the tests tomorrow because of this...

2010-04-13T20:17:00.003+08:00

finally got my 2pm album. so now i'm left with ZERO $$ again.

so hot these few days. perspire more, more pimples come out. haiz.

i suddenly miss the past again. lets rewind back the time. life now sucks.

rewind back and dbsk can be together again.

i wanna kill SME now. like seriously. i'm hating them like shit for ruining dbsk. my boys have the most number of fans among the fanclubs, and they won so many charts and awards. my hubby even got the honour to perform michael jackson's tribute concert. like hello, are they just jealous or WHAT?!. =.=

urgh whatever. i'm gonna do homework & study chinese already. i'm gonna flunk, yeah. like how i flunked geog today. whole paper full of rubbish written. blame me, or maybe my alarm. it woke me up @ 3, but i fell back to sleep and didn't wake up until mummy woke me up to get ready for school.

2010-04-11T18:27:00.002+08:00

i really miss my yunjae.

alot of wierd thoughts running through my mind these few days.. hm. idk why.

i suddenly miss the times spent together w/ morhgus..

ASSHOLES.

2010-04-08T19:23:00.003+08:00

BAD DAY TODAY. EVERYTHING GOES WRONG. EVERYTHING SUCKS SHIT. TO HELL FOR EVERY ASSSSSSHOLE.

-CAMERA'S MEMORY CARD SPOILT BY -YOU-KNOW-WHO-.
-JANE SUDDENLY TOLD ME THAT XINYI TOLD US TO DO THE GEOG PROJ ON OUR OWN AFTER SO LONG, AND ITS THE DEADLINE TODAY. ASSSHOLE LAH, SHE. LIKE HELLO. WE'VE ALREADY EMAILED YOU AND YOU SAID U DIDN'T RECEIVE AND NOW ON THE LAST DAY TO HAND UP YOU'RE TELLING US TO DO IT ON OUR OWN?!.=.=

ASSHOLES DAY TODAY.

DON'T EVEN BOTHER READING THIS. LEAVE MY BLOG ALONE. I'M TREATING THIS AS MY OWN SO CALLED "JOURNAL".

THE ONLY TIME OF THE DAY WHERE I ENJOYED WAS THE INTERACTION W/ HONGKONG STUDENTS.

2010-04-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

angangwooyoung!!~

urgh.

i'm waiting for the end of april to come, but i wish it wouldn't also.

reason is because i'll be able to get my dbsk shirts. but exams starts at the end of april!.=.= damn. & i can't go to the airport to see junsu&junho because of that! urghurghurgh! why not come in the afternoon?! at least i'll be able to rush there & not get scolded at all.

nvm, whatever.

tvxq going to focus on their individual activities now. ): no more group performances? i won't be able to hear them sing their latests songs, breakout, with all my heart & toki wo tomete, live? thats really.. sad. yeah..

why must those groups that i like always have problems?

-first was westlife, brian left the group due to some problems.

- then 2pm, jaebeom left..

-now dbsk, going in "seperate" ways???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!.

but whatever the reason is, i'll support them. alright, bye.. how i wish i'd be able to dream of them AGAIN. the only last beautiful dream i had was of shinee, getting to speak to every single member..

2010-04-05T22:37:00.003+08:00

STAND BY DBSK. AKTF!

YUNHO AHHHH, I WANT YOUR SHOES! I ONLY HAVE THE RED ONE ): I'M GONNA GET YOUR SHIRTS IN LATE APRIL! YAY! HANG ON THERE BABY!

schoooool sucks as usual. alright, i hate studying.

headphone OOS. wtf. gonna get my refund back tomorrow, have to travel all the way to YISHUN.=.= urgh. should i buy the 2 or 16 one or 1 for 27?! which shld i trust? hmm..

i really want the headphone because yunho did use it. i know i'm crazy, but i can't help it.

i'm totally broke because i bought a lot of dbsk's stuffs, but i don't feel so much pain at all. Its all worth it. perhaps not to my mum. because i spent all the angpao money i kept, including all my pocket money. my cash box is left with old notes and coins that i wanna keep for my collection.

one day i shall sum up the total amount i spent, including all the albums. i must be totally crazy!.

Hm, alright. shall go off now. i'm lazy already.

i'm in love with wookhun now. mygoddd.~ 귀여워 ~

CURRENTLY LISTENING TO MY DEAREST WESTLIFE'S SONGS WHICH EXPRESSES MY FEELINGS AND THOUGHTS TOWARDS DBSK NOW.

2010-04-05T00:28:00.003+08:00

CONTINUE TO SMILE MORE DUDES!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NeM2IzBBzJk

TOUCHED. YES. TOUCHED.

LETS ALL STAND BY TVXQ & KEEP THE FAITH TO THE VERY END CASSIOPEIAS!

I'M NOT BELIEVING IN THOSE NEWS, YES, I'M NOT. I'LL ONLY BELIEVE IT UNLESS THERE'S PROVE, LIKE THE WORDS COMING OUT FROM TVXQ'S OWN MOUTH. IF THAT'S REALLY THEIR OWN WILL, WHY NOT LET THEM BE? BEING HAPPY IS THE MOST IMPORTANT.

IF YOU THINK I'M CRAZY, PUT YOURSELF IN MY SHOES. IF THAT IS HAPPENING TO YOUR NUMBER1 IDOL & ALL, YOU'D BE DOING THE SAME THING AS WHAT I AM DOING & THINKING.

2010-04-02T23:57:00.003+08:00

using brother's laptop now. brought it to the living room so i could use it, do tuition homework, and watch tv @ the same time.

waiting for Eawards again. it'll be my third time watching it. but the previous 2 times i missed like 3/4 of it. first time only caught the RingDingDong performance. second time i started watching only when the orchestra was playing. but managed to watch all 3 performances by SHINEE. ^^. I feel like watching the whole thing later. but i'm quite sure i'll be sleeping. tired already.

Out for like the whole day..
Went for 7.30am mass, & then catch the movie " Clash Of The Titans". Damn nice lah! idk why daddy said its not as nice as Iron Man, i so do not agree. lol. i guess we have different views.
Went home for awhile, then went to ChunLeong's block downstairs for ICT project. both groups helping each other. But we didn't even do finish. played, dinner, "pool" audience.

ohwell, i don't want tuition tomorrow. but WHATEVER. bye.

2010-04-01T23:27:00.003+08:00

hate schoool, as in studies. especially PHYSICS, for now. whats her prob?.=.= ever since i asked her whats the diff between mass & weight. she seeems to be picking on me all the time. wtf. i really hate it. whats wrong with asking questions when i'm unsure?

When you do not ask questions, teachers don't like it because they want you to ask so you'd understand better.

When you ask questions, teachers don't like it because they think you've been inattentive in class?.

=.=.

whatever. i don't give a damn.

now during physics lesson i shall keeep my damn blardy mouth shut for almost the whole period. even if people talk to me..

That totally spoiled my mood for half the day.

byee.

2010-03-30T21:40:00.002+08:00

miss them. v.long never watch their shows already. i want to watch the WHOLE concert of yunho's michael jackson tribute concert. ):. To me, he's the BEST. For a korean to sing so many popular english songs, its a tough thing to do, but yunho did it! S-E-V-E-N songs. you did us, cassiopeias, proud dude! ^^

lol, sorry. you can choose not to even read this post if you don't like kpop. just shoooo.

hm, ytd celebrated alex's birthday w/ friends. fun, LOL. but i went for CCA w/ flour all over my body. quite uncomfortable. haha.

Amaths test today 'd be a total failure, i know ^^. tomorrow's Emaths test too. wheeee.=.=

byee.

2010-03-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

MY SUPER DUPER HOT,SEXY&CUTE YUNHO IN MICHAEL JACKSON'S TRIBUTE CONCERT.

BE PROUD OF HIM OKAY. HE'S THE ONLY ASIAN(OR WHATEVER) ARTIST THERE.

Sports Carnival wasn't exciting at all. was super bored. screamt like shit to enlighten my mood up. it helps actually. :O

Hawks, JIAYOU NXT YEAR! ^^.

rehearsal ytd was.. okay... was really tired.

Buy tickets & come for the concert people!.. lol.

2010-03-22T21:56:00.003+08:00

seeems like changmin has been working out? look @ his muscle. & look @ how skinny he is now. he's really getting more & more handsome yeah? ^^.
really hope jaejoongie will come to singapore w/ junsu& junho. ( heard its rumoured, but i'm believing it for the time being. ^^ midoyo!)

hate schoool. hate my haircut. any free hair extension available?.. whatever. i'm not gonna give a damn about my damn hair anymore.

love TV today.finally got to watch music bank, even though its repeat.. Ukiss's bingeul bingeul was damn great, i LOVE kevin's hairstyle there. beast's shock damn coool also. ^^. snsd's oh was thumbs up. haha.

love all the MVs also. 4 of dbsk's. my favourite MV wrong number showed also.. damn, i totally got captured by yunho again.. watch the MV & you'll know why its my favourite.

annyeong!.

2010-03-21T18:28:00.004+08:00

MY YUNNIE'S COLOUR IN TOKI WO TOMETE'S SINGLE IS ORANGE! DAMN. ITS FATE, I KNOW. LOL. I'M TRYING TO BE JUST HAPPY, I KNOW. BLAH WHATEVER.
KARAM IS MY FAV IN D-NA. DAMN, HE'S CUTEE. HOT MAYBE? HMM. SEE HOW HE'LL GROW INTO WHEN HE AGES. HE'S STILL YOUNG. he's not really my fav guy among those i'm biased to though. LOL

homework not done yet. heh. i'm going to do it @ night.

my hair sucks now. whatever. i'm sure everyone will be telling me, " eh, you seriously shouldn't cut your hair lah." something like that. but do i look like i like my haircut now? no. tell me that then, i'll just smile then look elsewhere. just don't get on my nerves.

camp was great! ^^.

2010-03-16T22:12:00.003+08:00

yunjae love!.

church camp tmr. i seriously don't feel like going.. they didn't allow me to go for ycs camp because they're afraid i'd fall sick & then skip church camp like what happened last year. like this i wouldn't be able to enjoy myself lah. i totally hate this march holidays. all the bad stuffs are like happening. except last saturday & sunday where i got to see shinee, focusing on onew.

have to chiong homework when i come back from camp.. tuition on saturday morning.. there's still like english project & the stupid swap leader thing. let me quit.. give me a break.

yunho,onew(all my bias ++) help me..

2010-03-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

god.. i miss them.

cried 3 times.stupid emotions..

i guess i scared everyone.. went for breakfast, i already cried while i was in the car. stopped for awhie, joined emily&yvonne, then cried again.. sorry..

during maths class, timothy asked me if i know how to do the question, i took the book & i broke down. i'm crazy.

what am i crying for eh?,, maybe because my dad scolded me?. maybe because of shinee? maybe because i have too much water inside my head?.

wierd.

2010-03-14T21:35:00.001+08:00

WTF. really felt like crying alr & there goes daddy scolding me because i have 3 camps, causing my tears to fall in less than a minute.

thats what you want? great then.

2010-03-09T20:20:00.002+08:00

HAH, MY YUNHO GOES TO LA FOR MICHAEL JACKSON'S ( DUNNO WHAT) CONCERT. THEY HAVE PERFECT TASTE TO INVITE SUCHA HOT& SEXY & ALMOST PERFECT PERSON. HAHA. SORRRRY, I'M GETTING A LIL TOO HYPER.

stomach hurts the whole day. totally affected my mood for studying. slept during english lesson.. i fell into deep sleep until jane banged my table because lesson has already ended. haha.

maybe not going showcase already. lol, might regret, but saturday's one would already satisfy me. lol. can't wait for ukiss's.

2010-03-08T20:13:00.003+08:00

damn. Co camp or Shinee's showcase? ):

damn all camps. i'm gonna go for ycs camp then leave then go back then leave then go back. damn mafan lah.

my gawdddddd. ): why must they put Co camp during the march holidays?!!

& i heard that Ukiss will have a concert also, damn. i'm soo gonna go okay. i missed the 2008 one, i'm not gonna miss this yr's one. KEVIN!~~.

i wanna go airport when junsu comes also, omg. i'm not going to his bro'[s mini concert or what, because the price really is too expensive. puaykheng said maybe jaejoong coming? oh damn, i'm so gonna seee this pretty boy too! ^^. he's my second bias in dbsk, so yeah. ^^.

my dream really seemed like i was really there. when i woke up i was wondering why i'm on my bed suddenly. damn!. i got to talk to everyone in shinee in my dream, and get all their autograph. if only it will come true.. LOL. i wonder why my dream of dbsk wasn't as exciting & real as this dream ):

sorrry, this post abit... yeah. whatever. bye.

2010-03-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

teacher's lectures for today. :O

ms tan.. as expected.

mr tan.. when he kicked in all the newspapers and threw all those rubbish from the rubbish bin onto to ground, i seriously felt like he's another person.. =.=

scored, 47/50 for SS test. thats the only good thing for today.

can't wait for nxt wk.

2010-03-01T22:40:00.002+08:00

crap. my mood these few days can really kill me. i think i can get depression very easily next time, LOLOL.

forgive me if i didn't smile or what when u smiled at me. lol.

tests like everyday. its stressing me out.

& my march holiday is gone because of camps.

13-14, co camp.

15-16, ycs camp.

17-19, church camp.

20-21, stay at home & finish up homework( i'm sure teachers will give.)

ohwelll.=.=

gooodbye. i might bury this blog soon, i'm sick of blogging, maybe not.

2010-02-25T21:52:00.001+08:00

totally had no mood today. somehow because of my headache.. i'm gonna sleeep early tonight. like now. haha. bye. i'm lame, i know.

2010-02-24T19:25:00.003+08:00

OMG.. LOOK AT KEVIN'S EYE & FACE. AND EVERYWHR. HAHA. I STILL PREFER HIS HAIRSTYLE IN "NOT YOUNG". DAMN CUTTEEE. THAT MADE ME LOVE HIM LAST YEAR LAH. LOL.

HATE LAST MINUTE NOTICES.. ALWAYS SPOILING MY DAY, ASS.

2010-02-22T20:18:00.002+08:00

honesty is the worst policy. LOL.

geog test, GG.

english test, did the paper for almost 30minutes & slept throuhout the rest of the lesson, stomach super pain.

tmr's amaths test, i'm prepared to die. ^^. & here comes a tuition teacher if i fail.

2010-02-21T17:35:00.004+08:00

MY YUNNIE SO CUTE W/ SPECS! AHHH!

cheered myself up with videos. something happened to the clique again. i seriously don't understand.. if there's gonna be more stufs making people upset, i'd rather not have a clique anymore. or rather this "quite big" clique.

whatever! i don't give a damn anymore. wanna stay, then stay. wanna go, so be it. none of us are mothers or fathers who set rules to stay together forever. as long as the person is happy, i'm fine with it.

2010-02-20T12:31:00.002+08:00

i don't care if anyone doesn't fancy KPOP. the fact is i love KPOP.

i buy stuffs related, i'm wlling to, and i don't find it a waste of money. if anyone else were to like anything else too, they will be willing to spend as much money on it either, yeah.

2010-02-19T19:14:00.002+08:00

cross-country was so not fun. stupid stomach. was running all the way & it suddenly hurt a lot which made me walk. but after i heard ringdingdong, i screamt and then ran all the way again. lol. i'm crazy.. i wonder what i'll do if its dbsk's song playing. i might just fly to the end.

BOWLING was fun, i love my clique.

not being able to watch music bank on tv makes me pissed once again. every friday i'll get pissed. who cares lah.

2010-02-18T22:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAX / SHIMCHANGMIN! ♥

( couldn't find his very nice picture, but this will do. :D)

school horrible. PE was fun :D

& mummy allowed me to buy 4 albums online, yay. but the total price $200+. omg.=.= i feeel so guilty now, but i've already deleted alot of the albums i wanted. i'll repay you when i earn money nxt time. ^^.

hope it really works lah! GOODLUCK! :D

2010-02-17T20:46:00.003+08:00

changminnie is getting more and more handsome! :D

school sucks as usual. i hate my chem test marks. i'd rather not talk about it.

logarithm sucks. i dont understand like 3/4 of it and common test is coming on next tuesday or wednesday.. wthell!

didn't go for cca, supposed to get injection, but the clinic didn't open. mummy told me to go home.. STUPID SANDFLY. it totally destroyed my hand.=.=

i've beeen in a bad mood everytime i wake up from my sleeep. haiz.=.=

2010-02-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

lesser angpaos this year, but i'm not gonna complain, cuz thee amount is still a lot to me, though i know other people may have like twice of my amount or so..

whatever! haha.

i had fun anyway.. even though i lost in mahjong&thaibanluk. haha. i played small, because i'll feel sad if i lose alot of $$.

oh, and i didn't do my homework. oops. i'm prepared for scoldings already, LOL.

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!.

2010-02-13T21:44:00.004+08:00

2 HOURS AND 16 MINUTES MORE.

2010-02-11T19:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HWANGCHANSUNG!

was a little giddy after running 2 rounds, while playing captains ball. idk why.

both my arms now are horrible. anyone who sees it now will freak out by the mosquito bites. its like one whole round & most of them are big.

mummy wanted to bring me to the doctor, but its such a waste of money lah.so put the qing cao you, yuck.

shall see pri.sch friends again tmr! WHEEE!

I [L] 3INTEG!

2010-02-10T18:06:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HANKYUNG[9FEB] &SIWON[10FEB]!

camp was rather fun, except for some boring parts. shall not go into details. & i know the mosquitoes are full already.

i cant believe that i actually fell into deep sleep on the bus on the way back to school.

LOVE 3INTEG TO THE MAXX!

2010-02-07T22:09:00.004+08:00

WOOYOUNG IS SO COOL & CUTE. I'M OBSESSED NOW.

changed blogskin.

i guess i'm gonna change it after i come back from camp. maybe not if i'm lazy.

i miss my previous skin, but the background image seemed to be taken away already, so yeah.

completed yunho's birthday video. YAY. but i think i still have to improve alot. its my first time making a video lah. but since its for yunho. alright smile!:D

camp tomorrow! 3INTEG! WHOOTS. hope it'll be fun lah! lucks!

HAPPYBIRTHDAY LEEJOON! ^^.

2010-02-06T19:27:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY UKNOWJUNGYUNHO OPPA! THE SEXIEST, HOTTEST, CUTEST GUY EVER! DANCE MORE OKAY!^^.

LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE!

*SHALL RETURN TO POST MORE TMR. GTG.

2010-02-04T20:06:00.002+08:00

IWANT!IWANT!IWANT!IWANT!IWANT!IWANT!

tests sucks. why must they all come on this thursday and friday. like hello, we dont have super brains.. maybe not all, but people like.. ME.they're gonna stress all of us up, and everyone wouldn't enjoy camp. hahaha.

oh, anw. i somehow love my class!^^. LOL.

2010-02-01T20:15:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHH! I CAN'T FORGET ABOUT YESTERDAY. OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG.

I TOTALLY CANT PAY ATTENTION AT ALL TODAY! NO MATTER WHAT THE TEACHERS SAID OR WHATEVER. I HAVE NO IDEA!

EVEN THOUGH SHINEE ISN'T MY NUMBER 1 IDOL. THEY TOTALLY KIDNAPPED MY MIND! AHHH & TAEMIN! YOU'RE SO DAMN CUTE! I DIDN'T REGRET EXCHANGING JONGHYUN FOR YOU(NOT BIAS THOUGH.). I KEPT LOOKING @ ONEW THOUGH(JUST BESIDE!^^) . CAUSE I WANTED HIM, BUT NVM!BUT NOT WHEN I WAS INFRONT OF TAEMIN LAH! TAEMIN TOTALLY STUNNED ME WITH HIS CUTE&INNOCENT SMILE! HE EVEN MADE EYE CONTACT, OMGOMGOMG!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG. RINGDINGIDINGDINGIDINGDINGDING!~

DAMN, I WONDER WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME IF ITS DBSK WHO CAME.

I DONT CARE IF ANYONE LAUGH & SAY I'M SOMEHOW CRAZY OR WHAT! I'M JUST GETTING VERY HIGH AFTER YTD. LOL.

2010-01-30T13:58:00.001+08:00

2010-01-29T19:06:00.002+08:00

weekends are here. homeworks are piling up.

should i go or should i not?..

2010-01-27T22:15:00.002+08:00

schoool, same as usual. not as fun anymore, but still okay. cca, quite okay. kept on laughing because of something.

i can't stay up after 10 nowadays. even though its like 10.17 now.
i'm just waiting for my phone to charge finish.
my hair is wet still. i bathed @ 9.40. urgh. i've been sleeping w/ wet hair these few days, & i wake up with a slight headache.
i've not done my work.
i've not memorised the stupid chinese thing.
i've not learned spelling[ not planning to though, its a waste of my time.(not really.)]
i shall wake up at 3 again to study. lucks!

bye.

2010-01-26T17:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJOONG! <3

my yunho's birthday is coming soon! ^^ i shall make (something) if i'm free. :D

2010-01-25T21:24:00.006+08:00

schoool, not fun.

tomorrow,& the following day..

2010-01-24T21:50:00.001+08:00

READ THAT DBSK IS BACK? YAY! HOPE ITS TOTALLY TRUE LAH!^^

out w/ family today. yup.

school tomorrow. sighs..

2010-01-23T19:43:00.005+08:00

shoudn't have gone for the ycs meeting just now at all. i wasted my damn time taking to long to go thr for just awhile(cuz i had tuition b4 that so i went late), and then go off. =.=

cat class was somehow great today. it allowed me to take a deep breathe and relax and forget about all the unhappy stuffs.

oh, and i love how jaime's school makes everyone learn pure science. walao, i wish our school had that lah.

&yup. i'll never forget how mstan made our whole class apologise to her maths class. asss lah. she wasted her own time waiting for us to apologise so many times also what! =.=

byee.

2010-01-22T19:41:00.004+08:00

damn. what the hell is happening. i dont want anyone to leave. neither do i want the clique to break. yup, thats what happened to us(if you know who) 2 yrs ago. now we've been so happy together everyday, and now..

"this person" said that she wanted to report to police. like hello, he's our friend, my good friend, or you can call it best friend. just like that to report to police isn't the solution, or "this person" whom we hurt 2 yrs ago would've done that already.

i hate this type of things. ASSSSSSS. dont feel like ruining my blog with vulgars.

but i dont blame anyone though..

i seriously feel like crying already.=.=

bye.

2010-01-19T21:55:00.003+08:00

ahhh, this is like sooo damn HOT okay.

lessons are boring. friends are nice.

-i guess i'll fail today's geog test.

-thursday dnt test, i dont think i'll do well either.

-friday emaths test, i think i'll flunk too.

well, i'll try studying?.

YCS on thursday. haiz, don't feeel like going. no idea why but i feeel like quiting already. oops. i guess they wouldn't even give a damn if i do yeah. haha.

CO tmr. sighs.

bye.

2010-01-18T19:17:00.002+08:00

happy birthday minji!

felt like dying in school again. :( boring.

went for co. walked in and the conductor was scolding the erhu ppl.=.= totally went at the wrong timing. alright, who cares.

shouldn't have learnt erhu in the first place. should have learnt piano from mummy. =.=

argh. my maazine is gone. i can't find it. i wana buy! shal go somewhr else to find again. but i'll be broke AGAIN. cuz theres still presents to buy, haiz.

2010-01-17T21:18:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANGIN!

(i dont have his individual photo, so yeah. i'm lazy to find also)

happy birthday kiseob!

dont really know this guy since he's new but yeah. he's in Ukiss, so yup. :D

finally continued watching my videos. obviously after i did finish all my hw. i feeel so relaxed now, but if i continue like this, i know i'm gonna suffer sooner or later.

alright, byee.

2010-01-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

happy birthday junsu!

school, can kill me.

2pm's goodbye stage was great! but its sad though. cuz it means that i can't watch their performance on tv anymore until their comeback. :( nvm.& they should've won!

& it was damn cool when dbsk's wrongnumber mv played on tv lah. its my favourite mv because.. :D superjunior,snsd,ss501,bigbang 's also played.

2010-01-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

boring.. yes, very.

i've nothing to say for school.i just, feeel like dying.

stayed back w/guirui,emily & her juniors. ate lunch. went popular. went home.

hm. plankton came my house. yeah, did homework. i somehow realised that i had to read up only. LOL. so yeah, she had to do her maths work. hahaha. ^^.

alright, bye.

i'm so not looking forward to school @ all. it totally suck.

2010-01-11T22:59:00.002+08:00

awww..

right, shall not talk about school. its just the same things happening everyday. study, homework, study, homework.. and so on.. at least i'm still w/ my clique like everyday in the morning, recess & after school. ^^.

oh, i wanted to buy 2pm & 2ne1 & ftisland & gd 's album. LOL. i seriously wanted to buy 2pm's, but i decided not to, because there wasn't any video & its $28. i want the cover. sell it to me @ $1? haha.

k, whatever. bye.

2010-01-10T20:01:00.002+08:00

argh. done w/ maths&english hw. haven't finished chem, i'm lazy already.

thrs CO tmrw. why did they change to monday/wednesday. ohwell, good thing for me anw. i'll be able to watch my musicbank.

-who the hell bought that bag i wanted! i could've gotten it, but you stole it! argh!

2010-01-09T19:49:00.002+08:00

happy birthday daddy!(8jan)

sch= sian.

cca orientation today, quite okay. i thought i could go for ycs one also, but no. LOL. blah, whatever.. walked around hgm w/ friends. saw emily,huiyan,jiahching. then me and guirui joined them, genevieve and jane went off.

yup, thats all.

i think i'll be lazy to post sooner or later.. who cares anw, bye!

2010-01-07T22:31:00.003+08:00

urgh, i'm so stressed out. homework everyday, and i don't really understand, so i spend a lot of time doing it. this is what happens when you're stupid yah.=.= waiting for a day where i'll have free time, & i'll watch my shows again. i could only save them into my playlist today.

-still addicted to heartbeat&breakout&mirotic. i never fail to listen to these 3 everyday when i'm home. its even playing in my head like the whole day in school. oops.

2010-01-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

currently addicted to 2pm also, idk why. hahaha. they're gonna be on my list!

right, school was okay. i was really sleepy today, no idea why. i dont know how to do homework, kill me lah. hope brother comes home SOOON! which i think he will only come back midnight like he always do.=.=

HELP MEE! I'M STUPID, I KNOW!. ):

2010-01-05T16:14:00.002+08:00

sch was great. LOL. mr anba's lesson was somewhat fun, whee! he's nice. other lessons were ok too. i've gotta study hard this year, i'll try without tuition first! if i really cmi then i'll find a teacher. LOL.

okay whatever. shall enjoy my videos first. although i dont think i can resist watching in the future too :P its really addicting yah, just some funny stuffs would make me addicted.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOSEOB!

2010-01-04T20:57:00.002+08:00

yunjae♥!

1st day of school was hell! boring lah. so much talking from teachers. and guess what, mr anba would be teaching us english. urgh. hahaha, who cares. as long as he doesn't scold me or anything, i'll treat him as some unfamiliar guy teaching us. blah!

slacked after sch. i didn't felt like going home.they did their drama thingy. i sit thr and stone on my own & chat w/ them. lol. if only i had my phone w/ me.. i would be able to listen to music.

okay, bye. hope tomorrow would be a great day. DONT MAKE US BRING BOOKS FOR NOTHING, ITS SUPERB HEAVY.

2010-01-03T13:26:00.002+08:00

last day! not looking forward to anything. but i can't escape. haha!

watching videos to entertain myself. i cannot find anymore variety show on dbsk. i dont think i've finished watching all, i just can't find. blah! shall watch others. like 2pm, gahhh. they're so cute.

listen to my heartbeat.

2010-01-02T20:28:00.002+08:00

i got cheated by the tv programe. i mingming saw it thr, but today when i woke up it was another show. =.=

TWO! more days to school. diediedie. who wants to go back to school?! not me. even though holidays are boring..

lol, who cares eh, shall continue watching my show. but i seriously hope for all the episodes to come out faster. if not i'll continue watching onepiece. ^^.

2010-01-01T19:15:00.003+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR ALL! my battery died before it striked 12, so i didn't sms.

right, mass this morning. went amkhub, watched avatar. damn nice lah. but too bad its not 3D. daddy bought the albums for me, hehe. thankyou!you guys can cut my pocket money when sch reopens, i dont mind.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEESUNGMIN!

hope everything goes well next year.

2009-12-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

gonna finish up homework later! i haven't started on english. thank jane for helping me with 2 lah, if not i'll die. i have no books, and i didn't watch any movie. no kind soul did lend me any book, blah!

shall stop shows now, continue tomorrow. i'll try my best to.

2009-12-29T16:42:00.004+08:00

awesome yeah?

ytd.

watched sherlock holmes twice. hah, whatever.

morhgu's outing, + r5 outing. LOL. i misss them.

cant stop watching 海派甜心. haha

ANW, I'VE GOT MY WESTLIFE'S LATEST ALBUM ALREADY! WHOOOHOOO! ITS OUT IN SINGAPORE. WHEEE. I PAID MY OWN THIS TIME ROUND EVEN THOUGH MUMMY WAS THERE OKAY!

HAPPY KIMKIBUM!(U-KISS)

2009-12-26T18:47:00.006+08:00

chalet was fun, whee! vommited on christmas day, i wasted like almost half a day lah, =.=!

HAPPY 1ST ANNIVERSARY SOTONGS!

HAPPY 6TH ANNIVERSARY DBSK!<3

2009-12-23T12:18:00.004+08:00

BREAK OUT! BREAK OUT!

The door to tomorrow,

The key to open it, must be in your hand.

BREAK OUT! BREAK OUT!

It is not fate that gets a hold of your future, it is you who decide on your future,

make it yourself.

HAPPY TVXQ DAY!<3

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KORKOR!-

22DEC-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JANE!-

23DEC-

damn, i'm so despo for these. haha

especially this. LOL! if anyone seees it anywhr tell me, pls :(

2009-12-21T13:18:00.003+08:00

caroling ytd, i had fun!

went for mass in the morning. met them at dunno what time. head over to plazasing. walked about. gave surprise to jane, i guess she already knew. hope u like it anw.. walked around. bought presents. we changed at.. (i cant say). & off to huisuo. was late, blah!.

supper @ macs. drank orangejuice.=.= LOL. got knocked out, i mean i slept. jane's mum fetched me home, thanks yah!

funfunfun.

totally in christmas mood. can't wait for chalet.

2009-12-17T19:53:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAEJIN! ♥

www today. cooool! fun! yup.

go to guirui's blog for more info&maybe the photos :D i lazy take from wat i uploaded to fb. lol

2009-12-16T20:40:00.003+08:00

blah!

out today. fun, bowling. i'm lousy, argh. they played poool. we played the photohunt thing, lol. fun, i like. arcade. quite addictive,for me. but not much money left to spend. borrow a dollar. lol. went to the mall. lester treat us bubbletea, ty!. walked around the mall.

yah, thanks to the 2 of them for buying stuffs for us. lol.

go find out who's the they,we, whoever if u want. LOL.

bye.

i'm soo broke now, cries.

2009-12-15T10:13:00.004+08:00

Saeng Il Chukha hamnida!

happy birthday junsu!<3

2009-12-14T16:00:00.005+08:00

AHHH, GAHO IS SOOO CUTE. I WANT 1 TOO!! :(

tuition was ok. i got all my answers wrong. HAH, stupid me.

penitential service later..

phone seems to be dying, i bet it will die sooner or later. i cant believe how much i wanted this phone last time.. urgh, huge regret!. i want chocolate phone, i dont mind iphone also :D.! i know i cant get it anyway, hah! phone gonna go for "service" soon, i hope they will lend me a spare phone, (fat hope, i know). or i'll be using that nokia phone..lol.

byee, cant wait for wed's lunch, morhgu's outing,carolling, R5 outing(if its confirmed.o0).!

2009-12-13T10:05:00.002+08:00

looks like a shit is on my head.=.= no idea who took the photo though, LOL.

phone's speaker spoiled, great.=.= why not just exchange a phone with me. LOL.

totally in christmas mood now, bye.

2009-12-12T17:43:00.003+08:00

awesome much. i've deleted all my post. LOL. & i've un-private my bloggie.

POOL&BOWLING ytd was so fun lah! i want more bowling!

2009-12-10T21:51:00.003+08:00

yes, bbq was indeed a fun one. :D spongebob monopoly was fun, but i totally had no luck lah!

some went off early, played poker, packed up, continued playing. slacked w/ genevieve, huiyan & bryan. played pool, okay, fun :D. off at 11.30.

out today. shopped @ vivo with family. bought some stuffs. and anw, MARCHE IS BACK! YAY! but we cant eat that all the time lah, look at the price, IT WILL KILL.

yup, lazy to elaborate all. ohwell :D seeyah.